Is this Youtube Playlist, which I'm always amending and growing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wznMbAkyBHQ&list=PL5F9F0A54780AE08B&index=1&feature=plpp_video

 I know all my posts must come off as really angry to anyone that reads them. (if anyone) I promise I'm usually a really happy person, I just only remember to post when I'm frustrated about something. And ranting is more fun than raving. 

Me and my ex Vkyle broke up about three weeks ago, pretty fine, I wanted to stay friends. Unfortunately Vkyle is just a controlling peice of shit douche, that wasn't a possibility. He gets pissed at me for being happy without him, then blames me for taking that badly. So i cut off all connection. 

My problem now is that he insists on forcing his way into what i consider to be my circle of friends, and not his. The only reason he got into raves free, got back stage, went to parties, was because of me. And now that we aren't friends I don't believe that that shit needs to continue. He doesn't even like to rave anymore, he has no business taking up space back stage without a staff badge. No one even hangs out with him outside of raves. He needs to go back to living in his fucking basement with World of Warcraft where he belongs. 

Seriously.

For those of you that don't know me, I tend to have a thing for guys who are over 10 years my senior. This habit of falling for 30 year olds was something I found kind of amusing and I joked about it fairly often, but an epiphany came to me recently. I think I have daddy issues.

It's not that I'm just into every 30-35 year old that walks my way, they tend to be fairly attractive anyway. But they all have one thing in common with one another and one thing separating them from my dad: I look up to them. Where my dad compromised his dreams into the nether, the guys I like have done the things they've always wanted to do. Where my dad is working his off at a job he hates to support a woman he hates; the guys I'm into are genuinely happy and grateful for the things they've gotten to do in life.

I hate to be an example of stereo typical psychology too, fuck.

 My friend Sergey recenty told me about a pretty sweet Pokemon MMO. I've always wanted a Pokemon MMO, but none of the works in progress have even worked to the point of opening the browser. This one is different. It's still in the alpha stages, but it's FUNCTIONAL and very cool. There is currently only one gym, but pokemon can follow you around, you can battle other people, and you can trade with them. 

There is obviously a lot to be desired, but ti filled up a solid 10 hours of boredom no problem. I can't wait to see the the developer does with it next. (an area with slowpoke >:I) Thus far, both the client and the game do not appear to have caused any system damage to me or Sergey, and Sergey is a tech-savvy kid. 

Check it out.

It's the middle of August and I have a sore throat. Though it's just as likely that I'm sick because of the cold summer this year, I haven't been this stressed out in a long time. Despite submitting countless job applications all summer long-and before summer even-I've yet to get as much as a call back from any employer. I intend to go to college soon in Shoreline for Sound Engineering, but it's a long bus ride that costs 5-10 dolars round trip, which is impossible for me to pay at this point. I'm 18 now so my living situation is borrowed time, and I'm worried I may not have a place to live at the drop of a hat. There's even a possibility that my Grandparents won't fund my college if I don't have a job, in the mindset that I'm not motivated.

On top of allll that there's Vkyle! Who is on the verge of dumping me for whatever reason.

I know that the Facebook group Prostitot Awareness and Prevention is extremely popular, as is prostitot hate in general, and I find it disgusting.
There's little I've witnessed in the rave scene that's more disrespectful and outright hateful than gets directed at young girls who dress scantily at raves. I don't know why people think they have the right to suggest that a girl doesn't have the right to wear whatever she pleases just because she hasn't hit the magical 18, let alone persecute her for doing so. This is especially revolting coming from a culture that proclaims to accept everyone.

Prostiot Awareness and Prevention itself has many pictures posted up that are of girls who are >clearly< 18+ sheerly to ridicule them for dressing how they damn well please. Which leads me to wonder if the group is there to discourage young girls from light dressing, or to make sure all women have their stomachs covered at all times. The creator of the group claims that girls who are 18+ have a responsibility to dress conservatively at all ages parties as an example for younger girls, but may dress as they please at 18+ parties. To me this is a moot point in a few ways:
1. 18+ girls shouldn't be expected to play big sister to every -17 out there
2. The creator clearly does NO research on the girls in the photographs, (Not even knowing their actual age) so they could very well be at a 21+ party.

I've never gotten dressed with the intention of looking good to strangers, and I doubt most girls do either. No girl gets dressed with thinking "I'm going to be a huge whore tonight!" (Excepting actual whores, of course) When a girl puts nothing but tape on her nipples she isn't thinking about how hot everyone is going to think she looks. She just saw a picture of someone else with taped nipples and thought it was a cool and unique style that she wanted to try. There are a lot of -good- reasons why girls dress the way they do, the biggest one being that it gets damn hot. I've only worn pants on three occasions (in my meager 2 years of partying) and I was just as hideously uncomfortable each time. A lot of girls see raves as an opportunity to dress freely where they couldn't in normal society, and some of the younger girls just think that that's how everyone is supposed to dress. (I know at my first party I actually felt awkward for being so covered up in comparison to those around me.)

Girls are going to wear whatever they feel most comfortable in, and if that bothers you move to the middle east.